SATURDAY NIGHT

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Its very wet and quite cold. I did the AA Rally in Sawtell and I did stay the night at the motel and I did have the spa bath.  Very daring indeed and very sober of me.

I would like to be there now – hanging in close with sober people but I tired and the night became darker.

I met people I haven’t seen for a long time. Found out more about Suzzi and Michael’s deaths.

I met people I haven’t met before. Plenty of Gold Coast people and plenty of Armidale people.

I heard Queensland talk again and dreams ignited of boats and the North.  Norsie was in the next unit at the Motor Inn and we talked late.

I drove at night and in this flooding rain.

And I was amongst recovery which meant sanity talking and sober reactions.

My vision widens a little and Hope flickers once more. Now I am home. Too isolated. Too much alone for spiritual health as an addict.

And the rain falls and falls. One million tears won’t change this, Lynne.

The meetings change the way I see it.

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