CHIMING TUESDAY – STAYING PAST THE BOREDOM

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My brother told me that once when I asked him how he achieved the creative art he did.

STAY PAST THE BOREDOM – said he.

That’s what I am doing now.  I found this on a blog  today : ” Convalescence—means exactly what? I look it up. Con- + valescere: “altogether grow strong.”

So here I sit in my new office chair – growing strong. A little stronger every day. Gaining a little more understanding of what’s happened every day. Coming close to formulating new ways of living every day.

I might be close to writing some more fairy stories . And Perhaps I will take another look at my Ignatian Online Retreat.

I might be able to write more about my side of the Dreaming. Izzy used to speak of the men he worked with who had acquired brain injuries – saying that part of them had already gone ahead.

I feel a little like that. Some of me has gone ahead now and the Lynne who sits here now is not quite the Lynne who sat here before.

I sit here in the quiet and breathe. Cheeky, the white pony is down in the Paddock. There have been galahs on the lawn and it is gentle weather albeit a little cool.

I have taken a look at my astrology charts – something I haven’t done for a very long time. ASTRODIENST. 

Enlightening experience ***
Valid during many months: This influence will expose you to ways of looking at the world that are quite different from any you have known before. The alternate states of consciousness designated by this influence are not terrifying or confusing. Instead, you are much more likelyto experience a widening interest in the greater depths of the universe and an increased ability to perceive them. Your intuition will be enormously heightened at this time, and if you have any innate psychic talents, they will appear now. You will be increasingly interested in the occult and astrology, and these disciplines will give you understandings that you have never had before. It is quite likely that you will have an enlightenment experience – a perception of your true place in the universe – on some level that is meaningful to you.Idealism is also part of your life now, but its nature is very abstract. You are much more interested in philosophical truth and absolutes than in practical reforms in the world around you. The exception to this is that you could become directly and practically involved with the plight of the underprivileged. You might work to reform conditions in a hospital or other such institution.Another consequence of this influence is that you may become involved with a religious or spiritual movement that works for social reform – a movement motivated not by political doctrines.
The interpretation above is for your transit selected for today:
Neptune trine Uranus, , exact at 03:59 
activity period end of March 2013 until end of January 2015

Pluto trine Moon: News from the psycheBeginning of February 2014 until mid-December 2015: This is a period of profound emotional experiences, which should be extremely positive and creative for your overall growth and evolution. You are concerned with making your life more profound and emotionally rewarding. No longer satisfied with living at the surface, you want to feel in your heart everything that until now you have understood only with your mind. At the same time your mental understanding will become more profound because it will be based on intuition as well as on logic. This deepening experience of life will affect your relationships as well. In fact it may very well bring about an important new relationship, which may or may not be sexual. In any case you can be sure it will be emotionally profound and a positive learning experience in which you will discover a great deal about your inner psyche.Even your existing relationships will now have a great deal more emotional content than they have had and will become the source of much self-discovery. Again you need have little fear for the stability of these relationships.The most important discovery you will make about yourself during this time concerns the workings of your subconscious patterns, the unconscious habits and patterns that you carry from your past. This is an excellent time for psychotherapy or other consciousness-expanding therapies. It is not that you need them necessarily, but they would be extremely effective at this time.In your personal and home life you will have a chance to make positive changes. You can make repairs, construct new buildings and generally expand your activities. Your home life should be deeper and more emotionally rewarding now than at other times. This is often a good time for buying real estate, especially if you plan to live on it.

 

Pluto trine Moon: News from the psycheBeginning of February 2014 until mid-December 2015: This is a period of profound emotional experiences, which should be extremely positive and creative for your overall growth and evolution. You are concerned with making your life more profound and emotionally rewarding. No longer satisfied with living at the surface, you want to feel in your heart everything that until now you have understood only with your mind. At the same time your mental understanding will become more profound because it will be based on intuition as well as on logic. This deepening experience of life will affect your relationships as well. In fact it may very well bring about an important new relationship, which may or may not be sexual. In any case you can be sure it will be emotionally profound and a positive learning experience in which you will discover a great deal about your inner psyche.Even your existing relationships will now have a great deal more emotional content than they have had and will become the source of much self-discovery. Again you need have little fear for the stability of these relationships.The most important discovery you will make about yourself during this time concerns the workings of your subconscious patterns, the unconscious habits and patterns that you carry from your past. This is an excellent time for psychotherapy or other consciousness-expanding therapies. It is not that you need them necessarily, but they would be extremely effective at this time.In your personal and home life you will have a chance to make positive changes. You can make repairs, construct new buildings and generally expand your activities. Your home life should be deeper and more emotionally rewarding now than at other times. This is often a good time for buying real estate, especially if you plan to live on it.

Jupiter trine Ascendant: People at their bestMid-October 2014 until end of June 2015: This influence signifies your willingness to grow in consciousness and experience through your contacts with others and to be more magnanimous and willing to help others. In this you are helped by the fact that your relations with others are very good at this time, and you experience people at their best. This makes you more optimistic, and you rightly believe that whatever you give to others will be returned with interest. A person may enter your life now who really helps you out in various ways, especially by teaching you something about the universe and your role in it. This learning will be on whatever level you are ready for, perhaps simply learning to be more tolerant and open to new ideas or even encountering deep spiritual and religious truths through this relationship. Certainly you are ready for a greater spiritual understanding of the world now. You need to experience more than the superficial banality of life that many people become mired in. Although you are inclined to idealize the world in general and certain persons in particular, in the long run you will find that this is not a delusion but a period of truly expanding knowledge.Your learning at this time is not limited to spiritual truths, for you are in general more intellectually eager and willing to learn. This is an excellent time to go to school or take a course in a subject that will give you greater insight into the questions that interest you.On occasion this influence will signify the beginning of a relationship that can bring you great emotional happiness. It could be a new love, although that is much more likely if indicated more specifically by another influence at about this time. Any new love that comes now will be very beneficial to your personal growth, whether or not it lasts.

Well – there goes my intelligent, original posting. Hooked into Astrology for a little bit.

As for my day here at home without a vehicle and not yet ready to drive anyways. Danni was here to do my housework today and I have the Meals for dinner. I have done my exercises and will do them one more time today. I am being driven past the boredom into the worlds of studying and thinking and writing. Worlds I haven’t been in for quite a long time. It is a little intimidating to be entering them again through the door of single life and the passage of serious illness and grief.

I am thinking about the curiosities of Life. I have never been paralysed before. That was very odd. Cathetered and paralysed. Looking at that water and thinking I could move and drink only to find that I could do nothing but LOOK.  To be lifted and carted like a piece of meat. Unable to wash my hair or scratch or anything at all.

Well – I am back from the Dreaming. Lets see what comes next.

 

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