There you go – a nice day and sane without a major ” neck myself” mood. Pottered around and talked on Facetime and then Sandy and D came and we went for a swim at Hungry Head Beach. They bought me a passionfruit vine and I ate a strawberry from this crazy garden. I found the ashes of my parents and I do believe i am down to the last 3-4 boxes to be sorted. Soon I shall have curtains made by LH. I asked a man next door to lift a heavy box for me and he did so that when the rains hit tonight it didn’t get trashed. I have many small rituals in place and the comfort me.
And I keep my head as busy as. Then I allow a time of half an hour or so to consciously mourn. And then I go to bed and to sleep.