Today was not one of the good ones. Inasmuch as it didn’t feel good. I went to Bellingen and to the Commonwealth Bank. There was a good deal less money than I had hoped.
I went to the Courthouse and spoke with Mark H who is a good man. He gave me the autopsy report. Izzy was so very ill with heart disease and kidney trouble. it said he could have dropped dead at any time especially under physical exertion.
How could he have kept going at the pace that he did ?
How could he have run up that mountain road ?
This afternoon, Louise came and we talked longtime.
I am going to Meeting tonight even though I am weary to the bone and in pain. It is my 27th birthday today. 27 years clean and sober, Best I can do today.