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AN EARLY MORNING

Geez. I had a good night’s sleep and got up early just to look around at things and then whammee, in comes the Hurting again. I surely wasn’t expecting that. Not one amp. Not one muso. Not one green mike stand. Feck you, Girls.

Surely miss you, Iz. Who the Hell is going to laugh with me again. Who is going to go on long walks with me and sit iin doctors’ surgeries. Who is going to take me out to dinner and lie beside me through the night.

Who am I going to show my world to. Who is going to travel longways with me. I am all shattered and broken and some of the glue isn’t holding on the bits I have been putting back together.

Its raining and raining and soggy and soggy. And I can barely keep going on. All crumbled. I know things I would like to do and things I HAVE to do – but I can’t do them. Let it rain then. Somehows I might need to make an even deeper change. Running feral looking like I am changing won’t sustain me. I need to sit right here and  be truly altered. Its crying time again.

THE FOURTH SATURDAY

Here’s another thing that was posted the night before Iz died.

Gethin Coles
20 June at 23:27
ANyone else in urunga just see that meteor? Wow! Brightest I’ve ever seen.

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Four Saturdays on and this one is OK. I am tired and will stay home today. The Eden people have Facetimed me and brightened the morning. My Brierfield Girl has rung and the dark shadows flee before babies walking around with pillowslips over their heads and 10 year olds with new red earrings.
FROM THE 1982 ALBUM “JUST ANOTHER DAY IN PARADISE” LYRICS: Wrapped around each other
Trying so hard to stay warm
That first cold winter together
Lying in each others arms
Watching those old movies
Falling in love so desperately
Honey, I was your hero
And you were my leading lady

We had it all
Just like Bogie and Bacall
Starring in our old late, late show
Sailing away to Key Largo

Here’s lookin’ at you kid
Missing all the things we did
We can find it once again, I know
Just like they did in Key Largo

Honey, can’t you remember
We played all the parts
That sweet scene of surrender
When you gave me your heart
Please say you will
Play it again
‘Cause I love you still
Baby, this can’t be the end

We had it all
(We had it all)
Just like Bogie and Bacall
Starring in our old late, late show
Sailing away to Key Largo

Here’s lookin’ at you kid
(Here’s lookin’ at you kid)
Missing all the things we did
We can find it once again, I know
Just like they did in Key Largo

We had it all
(We had it all)
Just like Bogie and Bacall
Starring in our old late, late show
Sailing away to Key Largo

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